Miserable is a nice word =)



NO.ITS NOT PATHETIC.

Its been for days and I felt miserable and thats because there is something in my heart that i cannot fufil. A great big hole. No purpose in life. Perhaps im older now and i know how to think of this. I never had this feeling before.
But now, i guess i know the reason. The purpose of life... I was born for by God's purpose and for His purpose and not for myself. (thats what i told wanteng today. I needed to talk to someone.)

Perhaps i should pour out all my problems to God and He will guide me. =D